so i started on my 'site' last year sometime. i have decided to delete all my old journal entries, and start of as plain old new me. end of.
record everyhing, on this page about me.
friend found about my issue sometime at the beginning of this year, i was dieting for at least a year, with blips. did lose weight. but felt beautiful. the whole thing stopped from there, though i never actually stopped thinking about food, and feelng guilty after eating. Then my good friends decided not to eat, i still carried on going with a normal 3 days meal and more. this has been on going for a couple of months now. and everyone thinks i am a normal girl who eats fuck loads, and doesn't give a shit. Scenario's happend that made me think about stopping eating, and then i have now decided, here and now, to start.

center peace clarity determination.
friends who can help me, and i can help them is what i would really love.
we never give up.
please. lets do this again. lets be thing again. starting tomorrow with a plan built.
talk tomorrow

no feeling